“The most adventurous journey to embark on; is the journey to yourself, the most exciting thing to discover; is who you really are, the most treasured pieces that you can find; are all the pieces of you, the most special portrait you can recognize; is the portrait of your soul.”
-C. Joybell C.
Here is my story, completely in the raw, so that you may understand that this work that I choose, embodies the major changes I have undergone in my first 30 years of life.
My name is Natacha Garbani. First and foremost I am a lover of life. A true optimist. A believer that good will always prevail and that
as a young girl…
growing up with single mother
supportive and loving family
didn’t feel good inside
daddy issues - something was missing.
bullied/low self esteem - my ego protecting my conscious beliefs, what i held as “true”
I hit my first rockbottom…
abusive relationship at 16
divorced by 19
i thought i was lost then, and now i couldn’t even see the light….
college years
sleeping around
not knowing who I was, trying different personalities on.
meeting my son’s father
my first major shift, the catalyst to this journey…
was the moment I accepted how much my soul wanted a baby, and specifically, a baby boy. becoming pregnant
becoming a mother
seeing how strong I was, sleepless nights, high anxiety/dark thoughts